Perfectionism
Keep in mind: This is very personal for me, but it was quite therapeutic to write this all down and to share with others. I hope that by me sharing it can help at least one person out there. There have been a few points in my life where I have really needed to make a big choice. This isn’t just the little choices or decisions we all make on a daily basis, but a big choice. Over the last what seems like couple years I have really struggled with something… something that has consumed my thoughts and actions. Something that has crippled me at times, which has made me not want to even leave my house. I am learning that many people out there struggle with this same thing called “perfectionism.” This isn’t the perfectionism that we all think of, but more of a deep, dark pit of despair that I found myself in. I was such a perfectionist that I was never good enough for myself. I’d look in the mirror and something was always wrong. Whether it be my